Land for sale and Life is fragile

[JRock]

Ok... I'm not really looking for pity or sympathy or anything, I know we're all family here... Umm.. I just need to vent.

First off I fucking hate airports. They smell, and you're trapped there. You're not going anywhere, and they know it. You're stuck. Like it or not. You're stuck. And I smoke, unfortunately, so I am constantly going in and out through security. Which is a real pain in the ass, I mean I've dealt with worse, but having to take my shoes off again and again and take my laptop out of the bag again and again, it's a fucking hassle.

Anyway... I'll be in the airport tomorrow. My family is getting smaller and smaller. I don't talk to my dad's side of the family since my parents divorce... so I have my mom, my brother, and one aunt and uncle left. I just got back from burying my grandmother not even 2 months ago. My mom's brother was mentally retarded, and he was born premature, in 1948, and he was never supposed to make it, let alone 60 years, but... I dunno. It's just... I dunno. When you realize that's all you got left, and... I don't even live in the same time zone, that's a real shitty feeling. One of my friends told me I should move back, but I don't want to live at home...I just turned 30. Plus I wouldn't be able to keep my job, unless they move(for those of you in MS, keep an eye out for a nice house around Hattiesburg or Laurel, and my mom is going to be selling all her property in Clarke County, if you know somebody that wants to live in the middle of nowhere.. PM me and I'll get your # to her)...

But I don't want to go back to MS... all I did was go to work, get high and get drunk. As opposed to here where all I do is work and have woman drama. When I look at it like that...... damn. Anyway... I like it here. But I feel like shit when things happen, and I'm 13 hours away, and I'm always at work.

BTW Pugz, the flights through Houston were a lot more expensive... My connections in Memphis this time.....

Thanks for letting me vent. I'll be back in a few days. Just... eh.. input, kind words, wtf ever. I'm not fishing, but... you know, you can never have too many opinions.

[lil_redd_again]

yea that sucks dood, it sucks not being able to see your family when you want. I moved out of my dads house in el paso at 17 to come up here to Tulsa to take care of my tweaker ass uncles pos house. So my dads down there, my moms over there in Gnoll misery and my only sister is in dallas. I know what you mean when you say its a shitty feeling, youre just too far away to visit every so often but then you really gotta look at the other sideof the coin you know. I love my mom my dad and my sis but, I wouldnt wanna be within a short driving distance you know, family is awesome, but they also get on your nerves after awhile. Mine does anyways :p

[iRay808]

you know what you should do! get your whole family..(immediate and extended) n move to hawaii....you can go around the whole damn island (oahu that is) in no more than 2 hours ... everythings chill n theres alotta fkn hott ass beautiful babes or shall i say WOMEN? theres hardly any serious crazy ass crimes here..nice ass beaches and the load of shit to do....

...but the only badd thing is that if you have a bag/slammed truck...u need recon which is a sticker that shows cops that your modz on your vehicle is acceptable to drive on our fkd up potthole infested roads...

but who am i talkin?...ive been raised here most of my life n hated the thought of moving to the mainland cuz its too damn BIG lol...i like seeing everyone in drivin' distance n its more fun to meet people from all different aspects of the world that come here to live in what most people call PARADISE

:bug: naww mean?

[O.G.Tierdrop]

damn bro sorry to hear that...if you get bored at the airport call a bro. atleast this time you wont be in a smelly bush

[Smoke]

Shit, I think I'd rather be drug ass-first, naked, through a field of broken glass and peckers than go to the airport. I look at it like an emotional means to and end...sure it sucks, but once you are finally at your destination, it's usually worth all the bullshit and hassle.

I say be where you want to be, and where you are going to be happiest. It does suck to be away from family though. I only lived 3 hours away from my family when I was in DFW and I hardly ever got home to see them. When my girl and I got pregnant, we decided to move back to Texarkana so we could be closer to my family in Atlanta TX, and her family in Texarkana.

There are lots of things we miss about Dallas, but there is also a ton of stuff we don't miss. I hope you find the answers you are looking for man...be easy, you can't get out of this life alive, so don't take too much of it seriously.

[pugz girl]

well.....you know how i feel about your situation b/c i have voiced it directly to you. i'm sorry about your uncle. i live super close to my fam and i still don't go to see them. i know, i know. i'm a bad fam member lol. but you should live where ever you want to. you are flying home so you get to see them. you don't have to live around them at all times. but i do think getting away from your drama filled girls would be a good thing. :p

[JRock]

i barely talked to my mom when i lived next door, really... about the same as i talk to her now that i'm in tampa... i work too damn much.